My frustration at being an UNEMPLOYED architect/writer/designer/researcher just grows day by day. In a world where one is prized at being so different, I wonder what is so special about me. The economic recession doesn’t help where amongst professions architects seem to be hit the most- or perhaps I feel so, being an architect myself. Should I be self-employed? I do not feel confident enough to venture into that arena.

i suffer from professional and originality envy. trying to come up with ideas on being different seems to be above me.

the architect’s depression indeed. what shall i do? eternal dilemma.